A few days ago I dared my friend
Greg, who writes a cinema column on a
Belgian website to do a critique of
Michael Jackson’s This is it?
He answered me that I was a highly deranged person for daring him to do such things.
And as I’m afraid he won’t write it, instead I’ll do it myself right here and now.
Because, yes, I must admit, I went to see “This is it!”
Why is that?
Here is why (yes, I feel the need to justify myself):
-That may come as a shock to you, but I actually liked Michael Jackson as a singer. Well, mostly the
Off the Wall,
Thriller,
Bad period (and even
Bad, I’m not sure I’d like it that much if I discovered it today). I also like a bunch of what the Jackson 5 did. Then, in the 90’s Michael Jackson slowly and sadly started to lose his edge, but there are still a few good songs in
Dangerous and
HIStory, not so much in his last album (which I listened only once, that tells us a lot).
-I had heard good reviews about the film, as a documentary, regardless of Michael Jackson’s death.
-I’m married to a Japanese woman.
So what did I think?
Well, I actually liked it.
I liked the fact we could see Michael Jackson sing one last time (a thing I hadn’t seen since forever ago), I liked the fact that the songs, while editing from several takes sometimes, were shown in their entirety and not bits and pieces from here and there. It almost made me want to go to the concert they were rehearsing for… Oh wait, that won’t be possible. Oh well…
I also liked the fact that we could see Michael Jackson in ways we never saw him before (being all control freaking about his public image and all), including pissed. Actually, about this episode, I really don’t know how people can take him seriously when he’s obviously angry but still tries to appear composed and that he says something along the lines of “You have to understand guys, that it’s all about sharing the L-O-V-E… love…”
I guess they don’t, they just shut up and do what he says.
When they respect him though, it’s when he’s being extremely professional (which is all the time in the film). It’s interesting to see the musicians being very impressed and respectful of him because he really knows music and he really knows his songs, even the oldest ones.
It may seem an obvious thing right?
Yes, but I suspect that those musicians usually tour with the likes of Britney Spears or similar “artists”, and they must have very different experiences about the musical side of the tour.
Back to Michael Jackson, I suspect that –despite what I’m going to say later- in this film, we see more or less who the real Michael Jackson was; in all the complexity we didn’t see when he was alive. We see that –as I just said- he can be very professional and even almost authoritarian when he’s dealing with music, but we also see the “Peter Pan syndrome” like we never really saw it before: yes he was a child in an adult body. We see that in the film, how his personality is both the one of the adult, and the one of a child. And this is by the way, why I never believed he could be a pedophile. Pedophiles are adults, children can’t be that. And he was a child in more ways than he really was one. French author Yann Moix, just wrote a book about that (which I haven’t read), about the fact that because he had to be an adult most of his childhood, he became more and more of a child as he grew up, because then he finally could.
Sometimes it’s funny, like when he tries “the cherry picker” as if it was just a new toy. Sometimes, it’s almost embarrassing, like for example when he has his speech about environmentalism and people messing up the planets and all. He has the arguments and the tone of a child when he talks about that, and it’s hard not to feel sorry for him, that he cannot express that in a more literate way.
Still, watching the film made me feel somewhat uneasy at times and mostly for two main reasons:
-First, I couldn’t help thinking that I was basically watching a dead guy unconsciously setting the stage for his death while thinking his was actually setting up his big come back...
There’s this sensation of fate looming over the Staples arena during the whole movie, as if the spectator was death itself, as on one side of the camera, everyone is oblivious of what’s about to happen just a few days later (when were shot the last images exactly? Maybe the day before he died? Who know?) while on the other side, everybody knows that the main guy is dead, is almost dying (as it’s most likely the stress and exhaustion from the very rehearsal we’re watching that caused him to abuse the medicine that killed him). It almost felt that we were causing his death by watching him rehearsing so hard.
-Also, the whole film is a propaganda film. It’s as simple as that. The director is a long time friend of Michael Jackson and when it was time to edit the film, he had no other option than showing us Michael Jackson in the best possible way. After all it was a homage. After all those were the very last days on Michael Jackson, the very last images that would ever exist of him. And when I say “the best possible way” and “propaganda” don’t go imagine that the film depicts Michael Jackson as perfect. It doesn’t. But even those moments, when he loses patience, when he sounds incredibly naïve, even when he behaves a little bit like a diva (during I Want You Back when he complains about how the earphone is too loud and bothers him), even those moments are there for a reason, and that reason is to try to make him “more normal” as well as underline even more the times when he’s an amazing professional.
I’m sure there were lots of other scenes that would depict him in many other ways (good or bad) among the many hours that were filmed, but maybe they simply didn’t fit the image that the director wanted to give of Michael Jackson: the one of the hardworking child-man, the amazing artist-genius that can act as a diva too sometimes.
So, yes, it is propaganda. Yes, the man that is being shown there is not the whole man, just a fragment of him.
But we still accept it. We accept it, because there’s no other way to depict him right now. I’m sure that in the coming years, we’ll have tons of revelations about him, good and bad, true and false. But right now, it’s the only possible film about him.
We accept it and we like it.
And in the end, all that’s left are the hypnotizing images and the great songs of a concert that will never be, by a man that never left anybody indifferent.
In the end we have a documentary that may be one of the best musical documentary I’ve seen, and I warmly advise to go see it while there’s still time (unless you’re totally unable to deal with Michael Jackson’s music, in this case, maybe you shouldn’t go or else it’ll be a painful experience)